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Vampires – Final Chapter

So, yes, these people are vampires, and yes, they can exhaust your energy and have you feeling very tired and very ill. However, one needs to feel for them because at one stage of your many lifetimes and incarnations you were like that also. I was born to give them my energy and to, in a sense, feed them so that they can lift themselves out of their darkness. If you were born with Chiron in the first house of your natal chart or Jupiter (and I have both), you have come to heal these people either collectively en masse or individually.

President Obama has Chiron in his first house and he has said he wants to heal the darkness in the world. If you attract this kind of person into your energy and you find that they exhaust you, then by all means do walk away from them. Many of your parents and close friends are like this and it makes it so hard to walk away. However, it is either them or you. Think about that. Sometimes it is necessary to sever the ties if your health or well being is at stake. However, try to find someone to send them to who can help them. Don’t feel guilty because you walk away.

I have met some amazing healers who are so bogged down in their own darkness that they wonder why they cannot get clients, yet they cannot see their own darkness and get offended when they are told they are in darkness. If you have great energy and you are emitting light, then those who need you will find you. I have never wanted for work and I put it down simply to the fact that I have lots of energy and lots of pep to give to those who need it. I also have that Chiron and Jupiter in my first house. More than anything, do not run away when someone’s energy affects you. Either send them to someone who can help them or find out why their energy does affect you!

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The interesting thing is that, if the person does not get help to have the darkness lifted out of them, they stay, in a sense, vampires their whole life. In a way, their souls are looking for the light, the light which is evident in many of us who work in this field, as well as to those who have the ability but are not working it professionally and who have the ability to help. They are not to be feared but to be understood. For years before I became metaphysical, I feared these people. I just could not stand their negativity – as I saw it – but even so I would try and help them. Often words would pop out of my mouth from Spirit to help them with suggestions on how to make their lives better. I did not know then though that it can take a long time for that to change and even then sometimes never, depending on how the Self holds onto the energy!

We can ask for protection from this kind of energy and often, when I am experiencing a client who I know is going to be a hard nut to crack so-to-speak, I ask for extra protection even though it sometimes does not work because protection seems to stop me taking their negative energy. It feels good to ask for it though even if it does not work! For those who do not work in this field and whose destiny is not to help these people, walking away from them seems the only answer. One can feel so guilty doing this, but if a person is going to affect you by their energy making you sick, and you are not destined to do this work, it is not good to take it on board. It seems also that the more weight you carry, the harder it is to avoid it. I am still working out why that is.

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We are told so often when we are around animals not to show fear. This is because animals sense the fear as a threat to them. They attack or react because they are protecting themselves, nothing more. In a way, we do the same thing with people who are like this, except we do not want to know them. Their energy, like with the animals, frightens us. I am sure many of you reading this post will recognize many whom you have known over the years who have demonstrated this energy. Of course, the feeling could also be because of past life energy between you and this person, but once again, one should not be in fear of that person. They have probably come back into your life to make amends, but you run away from them before they can do so because their energy frightens you.

So how can you deal with this issue? Is there an answer? It is a very difficult one to answer, as some people have come to do this – to help that soul clear away their darkness. Others, however, are so sensitive that another’s darkness can make them very ill. I know for instance that when I clear a person or take their darkness from them, it then enables light to penetrate. As Maitreya said, “Now they can see” and they, in a way, become enlightened. However, I pay a big price for doing this. This is why I ask a fee for my services, but also I do a lot of work for free because most of the time I cannot see a person in darkness. I do all I can to help them whether they can afford it or not. The price I pay is terrible diarrhea the day after (it can often be the same day), or I cry and cry and cry; deep sobs as if from my soul, but it is their tears and sadness not mine. I am also extremely tired after the experience.

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We often meet people and say, “I don’t like their energy,” not realizing that we are feeling their fear or their negative feelings about themselves. Everything we are is in our auric field – not only how we feel, our health, but a lot of what we carry from past lives. That energy, the fear and self-loathing, acts like a wall stopping us from communicating with the Higher Self part of ourselves, or if you wish to use it, with God. That force known as God is complete, unconditional love. That energy loves us as we are, warts and all so-to-speak. It knows why we did things, it knows the reason behind things, it has no judgment (only the Self has judgment), and does not criticize. That energy of God wants us to be the best we can be. It can see our talents, knows we are invincible, and wants us to be the best we can. However, we can only do that when we are free of the energy of the past – fear, doubt, insecurity, jealousy, anger, etc. – all of which hold us back from attaining our destiny and divinity!

I once met a young girl, a twin actually. Her aura was so dark, it was almost black. She sat alone while I breakfasted with her mother. I spoke to her, but she did not reply; her head was held low and hidden. If she could have curled up into a ball she would have. I made mention to someone at the time what I saw, and how concerned I was for her energy. I could feel the love of the Divine Being – the Ultimate Being, or God – as it looked at her with such compassion and caring. However, she would not even respond to my soft words to her. Weeks later, I was not surprised to hear that she had been bitten by a dog, a dog who was a family pet for 7 years, a dog who had never once shown any aggression to anyone. Why did the dog bite the young girl? Because it sensed her fear and went for her in protecting itself. Animals are sooooo sensitive to energy, and when the animal came into her energy, it felt the fear and reacted. Ironically, her twin sister who was with her at the time – an identical twin – was not harmed in any way as they stood side by side patting the dog. One twin though had the terrible fear in her auric field, and the dog felt it and went after that twin.

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I recently listened to John Edward – the metaphysical John – when he said that he sometimes will not read a person because he knows they are not going to appreciate what he gives them and also the energy he is using to give them that message. For those of us in the metaphysical world, there is nothing worse than having the energy, giving it to someone, and then not see it used. I have worked with many people over the years where that has happened, and even before that when I was not in metaphysics. Fear is usually the factor – the other person’s fear. Fear can be so deep and can also have many layers. In the beginning the fear comes off quite easily, but as one gets deeper into the fear, the Self hangs on for dear life, and it becomes harder and harder to work through and help release that fear.

I have actually had to walk away from people in my work, people who have had tremendous fear, because I have gone into battle with their Self. It is almost as if a monster was unleashed. Because of my super-sensitivity and my level of consciousness, I can see fear so clearly in the aura despite the Self trying to hide it. It is a living, breathing energy and it surrounds the whole body. It can actually manifest itself into living form. I once felt my ex-husband’s fear as it manifested into a living energy early-on in our relationship before we married. It was of course, the Self fearful of letting go of the comfort zone and moving on to new adventures. It wanted to go back to the way it had been. It was absolutely evil. However, it did not frighten me at all and, very soon, I had tamed it – albeit not permanently – as years later it caused him to make some bad decisions about certain things which caused us to break up.

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