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Working for Spirit – Final Words

If you are considering doing what I did and offering yourself to Spirit to work with them, then do know it will not be easy as you will set up a chain of events which your Self will definitely not like. Worse still, if you postpone it until another life, it will just be the same then as it is now. It can actually get a lot worse because, with each incarnation you go through and do not face the issues you have chosen to learn, it gets a lot harder. The issues will still need to be addressed at some time in future incarnations. You can run away, but eventually it will catch up with you, often when you do not expect it.

It is hard, there is no doubt about it. I have gone through it and survived although, as I stated earlier, many times I wanted to run away and go back to my boring, ordinary life. The worst thing of all is the loss of friends due to what you are doing – even family will leave. Often they become terrified at what you are doing and pull away from you. This is enough to make anyone want to reconsider their new path.

As I look back down the path of life until now, I cannot believe I have done it and survived the journey. I know that if I can do it, you can also. I do not want to come back and do it again. It can either be a hard path or an easy path to walk on. It is up to you. The rewards do not come for some time, but they do come, and everyone needs to know that. There is a reward at the end of the road. That reward is peace of mind and a feeling of sheer and utter bliss that nobody can explain. Don’t balk at the journey. Start it and take one step at a time.

Working for Spirit

When I first began my spiritual/metaphysical path, I was of the impression that, once I began working with Spirit, I would get rewards, and life would become easier. The truth is, it became harder. The reason for this? There are many reasons. I did not come to the awareness until many years later, but basically, before one can get the rewards, one has to work through any karma which is outstanding and repay any karma which is due. One cannot move on and work with Spirit while debt is due. It is as simple as that. In the beginning, I found that many people did not like me. I am not surprised as in a past life I had hurt and caused a lot of problems for a lot of people. In this life I had tried so hard to be the ideal person but, of course, I had all of my past-life issues which needed to be ironed out.

Terrible things happened to me, from people being quite nasty (I was nasty in past lives) to people ripping me off money-wise, or starting to work with me then leaving me to “carry the can” so to speak. I did not realize the onslaught of past-life energy I needed to repay or experience. Just because I was working with Maitreya did not mean I was devoid of these experiences.

It was actually after I merged with his energy that things got a lot worse, and they did not finish until I did the UN talk to a metaphysical group in 1999. It was seven hard years of learning, repaying past debts, and hard lessons about fear and trust. Looking back, I really never knew it was happening, but it was and, by the time I realized it was like this and that I was working on past-life issues, it was too late. Years had gone by and I could not go back!

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Unbelievable! – Continued

The one thing we have to remember more than anything is that Spirit does not do this to us, we do it to ourselves. Before we are born we know that we cannot get rewards until the debts have been paid or we experience what we need in order to move on from it. As a past-life therapist and reader, I am aware of past-life energy and how, often, it is many incarnations old. For instance, we may have been an alcoholic incarnation after incarnation, never dealing with the energy of why it happened and bringing it back life after life because of that unfinished business, In this incarnation we ask for the help of a Master teacher and, even then, we sometimes cannot move forward with that help. But if we do start a new life (or round of existence), no longer an alcoholic because we have dealt with the issues concerned and left them behind.

We have no idea how much we have deep inside of us from past lives. Someone has likened it to an onion and peeling back the layers. However, I will say now: it is just not one onion, but boxes of onions. The one thing I am grateful for (despite running away from the experience for 14 years) is that I got the opportunity to work out my past-life energy and to move on to a better life despite it being so painful and difficult to deal with. I took the assistance of a Master teacher, namely Maitreya, and his love and assistance/teaching certainly helped me to get through. I would not have done so without it. I have had a number of people in my life over the years who also asked for the help of a Master teacher who did not make it. They were able to speak with the Master and receive his wisdom and advice, have channeling on a regular basis, feel the energy and the love, but still they could not move forward. The Self is so strong.

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Just Stuff 2 – Continued

Those who do not charge a fee for their services often believe they will get rewards once they pass over. However, Maitreya has said that this is not the case. In fact, one can cause karma for another if there is not an exchange of energy. It is why the gypsy fortune tellers would ask for their palm to be crossed with silver. For every action there has to be a reaction. If for instance I give you a healing and do not charge for it, there is no exchange of energy, and because I do not charge, I then create a situation for you where you have not paid for the service. So then you owe me and, although I may not come back in another life, you owe for that service and will need to come back yourself to pay for it in some way, even if you do not karmically have to come back.

Maitreya was very strong about this in his teaching to me. He said that many people do not have to come back, but do so because they owe for something out of their control. I cannot think of anything worse than having to come back even though one did not need to because one had a healing/service which one did not pay for. I make a point of always exchanging energy for anything I receive. Sometimes it is just a cake or muffins, but I do make sure the person gets something in exchange. I often send flowers. This is also a way of repayment. I can think of nothing worse than passing to the other side and knowing one brought a soul back for another round of incarnation because one chose not to ask for payment or did not take payment because one could not put a worth on oneself or did not consider oneself worthy.

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