If you are considering doing what I did and offering yourself to Spirit to work with them, then do know it will not be easy as you will set up a chain of events which your Self will definitely not like. Worse still, if you postpone it until another life, it will just be the same then as it is now. It can actually get a lot worse because, with each incarnation you go through and do not face the issues you have chosen to learn, it gets a lot harder. The issues will still need to be addressed at some time in future incarnations. You can run away, but eventually it will catch up with you, often when you do not expect it.
It is hard, there is no doubt about it. I have gone through it and survived although, as I stated earlier, many times I wanted to run away and go back to my boring, ordinary life. The worst thing of all is the loss of friends due to what you are doing – even family will leave. Often they become terrified at what you are doing and pull away from you. This is enough to make anyone want to reconsider their new path.
As I look back down the path of life until now, I cannot believe I have done it and survived the journey. I know that if I can do it, you can also. I do not want to come back and do it again. It can either be a hard path or an easy path to walk on. It is up to you. The rewards do not come for some time, but they do come, and everyone needs to know that. There is a reward at the end of the road. That reward is peace of mind and a feeling of sheer and utter bliss that nobody can explain. Don’t balk at the journey. Start it and take one step at a time.