Margaret talks today about the royal wedding of William and Katie and how she felt when the Archbishop of Canterbury reminded the couple that they should fear God and teach their children to do the same!
I believe it goes back into the history of the gypsy with the scarf and the large hoop earrings and to the days of fortune tellers foretelling doom and gloom. I also believe it is because the word “psychic” is so feared, and I think we have to change this vision. Even in the fairy tales the seer (as in “Sleeping Beauty”) foretells that the princess will prick her finger with a needle and sleep for 100 years – or words to that effect. In “Snow White” the witch feeds Snow White a poisoned apple. For some reason all those who “see” or have second sight are portrayed as evil in some way. Oh yes, we have TV shows these days such as “Medium” and “Ghost Whisperer,” but even with Ghost Whisperer the intro scene leaves nothing positive as heads come out of the ground etc.
Nearly everything on a metaphysical level is shown in a fear inducing or negative light. There is nothing showing the healing taking place with those who have these gifts or the assistance people get on a positive level from this kind of advice. Until we can de-mystify metaphysical subjects I do believe we will never have people believing in those of us who are genuine and who can prove it. Not only that; but 97% of the population does not realize that their aches and pains come from this or past-life issues. Maitreya has told me that one day people will visit an astrologer like they do their doctor, but before that can happen things have to change. I intend to work hard to bring that change into being. I am already doing it in a way, and will be doing more in the future.
After the experience and shock with my grandson, I turned my energy to my granddaughter. My son told me that she would sit in her room on her cot when she was small and talk to people who did not seem to be there. I knew she was talking to those in Spirit. Unlike my grandson – who is a very strong individual – my granddaughter is so sensitive and fragile. One could almost blow on her and she would fall down. She reminds me of one of those fair weeds: when you blow on them they just disappear. My granddaughter almost disappears when you look at her. She is indeed very fairy-like. It said in her astrological karmic report that she has the most amazing imagination and psychic awareness. I am not surprised really as I was always “away with the fairies” when I was a child, and I also at that time was very much like my granddaughter is now – very sensitive and intuitive despite my not knowing what it was all about at the time.
Here is what the report said about my granddaughter: “Spiritual understanding in prior lifetimes enabled you to relinquish personal power to a Greater Will. Inspiration came to you in philosophical, psychic, or artistic matters. Your past-life memories give you empathy and psychic gifts. You may see these gifts as providing opportunity to assist spiritual advancement in others. Use your good judgment about the proper use of your special talents.” I could see her talents and also what she would do with them in the future when she is much older. She has 3 cousins who are also very much the same. One cousin – a year younger than she – is so intuitive that she “sees” spirit people, and another male cousin frightens his mother with the predictions he makes all of the time. For all of them the genes are all there, for they also have an intuitive grandma in addition to me.
I was asked the other day if I had any regrets and I had to admit I do. I wish I had not waited so long to open the door to the metaphysical. As I have stated before, I really did not have this gift until I was 21. Although I felt energies and people around me when I went to bed at night prior to that, it was having a baby – a daughter 40 years ago – which really triggered the psychic energy to come to the surface. I like to think it is my daughter’s Scorpio Moon which did this, as Scorpio is a very intuitive sign and, with the moon being there symbolizing the mother; it was meant to be. After I had her, I gave her away for adoption, something I have written about before.
Very shortly after, I had another child – a son – and then another daughter. With those pregnancies I became even more psychic, but I was so frightened when it manifested in the way it did. Words would pop out of my mouth to people around me, and they knew what I was talking about. I was so scared. My mother had this gift for many years but never used it. I was told that my grandmother had been told she was a brilliant medium, but she would not use it either. When I tried to talk about it with my mother, she would try to answer my questions, but most of the time I had no knowledge. I have three planets in my natal chart in Scorpio. Scorpio is a very psychic sign. However, it can be a very fear-based sign and, with me, it brought out the fear big time. So I ran away from it, begged God to take it away – which in fact made the energy stronger – and tried with all my heart to run away from it.
My husband at the time just could not understand, and I can imagine what it would be like for those who are married going through their development and having this kind of experience. It is not just the energy issue, but the other symptoms one can experience such as vertigo, nausea, sleep problems, crying for no reason, and many other experiences. My then, husband just let me be, but he was concerned. My reassurance that I was OK though helped enormously. By the time I married my second husband I was working with Maitreya, the experiences I had in the early days were no more. Occasionally I would go up in vibration and have the vertigo again – as did he – and he understood what I was going through.
I recently raised my vibration again and I was very lucky that Alan, my current husband, was so understanding as I had terrible vertigo and excessive tiredness which accompanies it. So many people are going through these experiences as I write this blog. I have had so many e-mails after my plea on the website video blog. Before one can do their work with Spirit, one has to clear away old, unused energy such as fear, anger, frustration, etc. because, while it is inside of you, one cannot move forward spiritually.
I had so much fear in the beginning. I cannot believe that I have faced it all and the Universe put it in front of me to work through it. Those in Spirit have no fear. They have no Self, only the Higher Self. We are the ones with the fear etc., and we cannot work with Spirit until we begin to work through the block of energy where this is held. I say to my students – after they have had a healing crisis which is what we call a clearance of old energy – “Just imagine how psychic you will be tomorrow” because one does become more psychic the more one clears energy blocks away.