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Different Subjects – Continued

Why do we shy away from loving another of the same sex? I believe it is years of programming through the centuries, not just from this lifetime. In early days of our civilization, homosexuality was open and practiced in many early societies. It was not hidden, but allowed to run free reign. Then Christianity came in with the Bible and what was purported to be “God’s word.” I say purported because I have been in the presence of God, and that energy loves each one of us unconditionally, totally unconditionally. I have to laugh when I think of God saying; “No, you cannot enter Heaven because you are a homosexual; because the God I know would never discriminate. Love is love no matter how it is practiced.

All of us in our incarnations have been gay in some form or another (from now on I will use the word “free”). It is not who we are so much as a person, but the lessons we have chosen to learn. Maitreya told me that those who in the past have persecuted free people will probably choose to come back in their next incarnation as free themselves. It was not until I watched a pornographic film that I came to realize that some people who are not free behave worse sexually than those who are free! What does it matter that people who love each other are of the same sex? It is love after all and, to be honest, I have seen more love in free couples than I have in many heterosexual couples, whether they are married or not. When I think back to the way I was, I am ashamed that I acted as I did over that friend (whose name was Elizabeth). She proclaimed her love for me, and I just ran away in fear and embarrassment. I wonder how long it had taken her to speak those words and how I hurt her by doing what I did.

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Emotions – Continued

It is not easy giving no energy to things we would normally react to. A lot of what we do is programming or conditioning and also energy left over from past lives. The first thing to do is to be aware of what one is doing. Once one begins to do that, then it is a matter of not reacting when it happens again. In my friend’s case, when it first happened she was devastated. It was a family member whom she had been extremely close to. She tried to heal the wound which had come between them, but two other parties were involved, and this person supported the other two – who were even closer to them. My friend, of course, never stopped talking about the issue, how hurt she was, how this person had treated her, etc., and at every opportunity the Self would have her crying. Her Self brought other people in to keep the subject current so that even more energy was given to it. She happened to have a career where she had clients visiting her, and her clients kept the subject current. Of course, the Self, the actress within her, loved telling her story because it evoked sympathy. Yes, the Self was on a roll.

Maitreya could see what was happening and so created a situation where she was faced with this person again, and this time the same thing happened. The Self came in, but then a part of my friend could finally see it was the other person’s problem, not hers. She was just reacting because she was very upset and felt abandoned. I pointed out to her that she was still loved by me, her clients, and the rest of her family. It was the other person’s loss that she was no longer in their life. They could not see that, but it was so. Finally, she was able to see it for herself and peace ensued.

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General Stuff 2 – Continued

In the beginning, I had questions about everything and I remember one of them being, “But we have billions of people on the earth plane. Isn’t it crowded in Spirit with all of those souls passing over?” I can just see them laughing at me at that time because souls are also returning all of the time to the earth plane. As one leaves another one arrives, and there is no time in their world. Nor is there any limitation on space. It just is!

The reception areas are huge. I know because I have seen them for myself in real time. By the side of each bed are four or five souls who are there to help that soul remove the programming or fixed thinking from their earthly life. The only issue is that, if the soul had a traumatic time or a terrible death, that memory is removed in Spirit, but it is still a part of the Akashic, or soul memory for all time. We do forget our memories and awareness in the spiritual realms but, once we come back to the earth plane for another round of incarnation, the Self part of us –as crafty as it is – has learned (like a computer virus) to go into the Akashic soul record and once again pull out those memories. We choose to be a part of that by choosing to allow it to penetrate those areas to repay and to learn karma! We cannot do anything else. This energy – which was man’s survival instinct – has, like a computer virus, learned to use the soul’s memory for its own purpose – to try to slow us down. We, in turn, allow it to do so in order to work off the energy! Very crafty and very convenient. I am in awe writing this as it channels through my fingers.

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General Stuff 2 – Continued

Maitreya told me that, once we pass over and are dead physically, we then go through a period of resting and deprogramming, a little like prisoners who are brainwashed and have to have it removed from their minds. I found this fascinating because, first of all, I can be what I want to look like in that world, and also I can change my whole appearance. I already knew about passing over and what happens when we die but did not know the procedure. He told me that many souls work with us on the other side in the reception areas: guides, helpers, our Guardian spirit, and very often those family members who have passed on before us.

Often one will hear someone who is about to die say, “Eeh George, fancy seeing you here!” and, of course, it is someone from the other side, a family member who has passed before us who has come to take us over. I did not know though that it may not be a family member, but a spiritual energy who is able to mimic or show themselves as someone we knew on the earth plane. It put a whole new slant on that issue for me because so many clients had told me this had happened to family members just before they died.

My own mother saw her husband more than a few times before she died. In fact, after she had this experience, she would not sleep without a light on. A short while later, she passed over. I personally had the experience of seeing someone who thought they had been injured in a car accident but yet were dead, pleading with someone to let their wife know they were all right! It can take a long amount of spirit time apparently to remove the conditioning and programming as it is so deep within our souls.

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General Stuff 2

I looked in the mirror this morning and I saw my mother! Not as a ghost, but myself, who looks like her when she was my age. It was eerie in a way because, when I am chewing food, I look the image of her. It made me realize that I am not my mother despite having her genes and looking like her, but what do I look like in the world of Spirit once I have left my body with her DNA and mannerisms. My father came back from Spirit one day to give me a message and he looked like he did when he was 35-40 years old, but I know he showed himself to me as he was when I knew him, not as he is in Spirit because he is no longer in a physical body with the DNA and mannerisms he had when he was in body.

It really intrigued me as to what we do look like in the next world, so I asked Maitreya, and he said we can be who we wish to be. He told me that some souls keep the look they had on the earth plane while others choose to look differently, that with our thoughts we can create on the other side what we wish to be seen as. In other words, with our thoughts, we create our spiritual body and also we connect with the Ultimate Being, or God – if you wish to call it that. Maitreya said that that energy knows us better than we know ourselves, and we cannot lie in the presence of that being. We have to face all of our imperfections in the presence of that energy and it is not a nice scene to look at, especially if one has not been able to learn one’s life lessons. Although one does not have a Self once one passes over, as it is a part of the survival instinct in mankind/womankind, a lot of lifetime conditioning and programming is in each soul. As such, it takes a while once we pass over to remove that from the soul.

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