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Different Subjects – Final Words

It was 1993 when I was embraced by God, or as I came to know it, the Ultimate Being. I was not expecting it and, when it happened, it changed my life for the better. Over a period of approximately a year, I left my body at night (and sometimes during the day) and moved toward this Being of Light that I saw in the distance. I could not move very fast toward it, as I knew that I had to take it slowly or else the experience would affect my physical body. I was not afraid, but neither did it take away the lessons I was destined to learn with Maitreya whom I had just connected with in 1992. I finally got close to the energy, and it was then that it embraced me totally and I felt such love. I have never felt so much love from anything in my life. It told me that, once I had learned my lessons, it and I would work together. I did not realize at the time that I had a mammoth task in front of me in changing my outlook, facing my fears (which at the time were absolutely terrifying), and letting go of so many old and outdated beliefs. That was 18 years ago.

As I write this in 2011, I know that the time has come to do what I came to do, to work in helping humanity shift its consciousness. I could not have done it even last year. I was not ready. I am totally at peace within myself now; all the fear, doubt, insecurity and old beliefs are gone. I follow what I am told by this energy, and it has never let me down in the 18 years as it led and guided me through Maitreya, my teacher. As I do my work and see the effect my readings have on people, I know that I am working with this energy. It is so beautiful to be able to do what I do, and I am in awe of even my own work. That energy is non-judgmental and true compassion, it knows our soul better than we do and, if we want to, it can help us to become all we can be and more. I am very blessed.

Margaret McElroy

Different Subjects – Continued

Why do we shy away from loving another of the same sex? I believe it is years of programming through the centuries, not just from this lifetime. In early days of our civilization, homosexuality was open and practiced in many early societies. It was not hidden, but allowed to run free reign. Then Christianity came in with the Bible and what was purported to be “God’s word.” I say purported because I have been in the presence of God, and that energy loves each one of us unconditionally, totally unconditionally. I have to laugh when I think of God saying; “No, you cannot enter Heaven because you are a homosexual; because the God I know would never discriminate. Love is love no matter how it is practiced.

All of us in our incarnations have been gay in some form or another (from now on I will use the word “free”). It is not who we are so much as a person, but the lessons we have chosen to learn. Maitreya told me that those who in the past have persecuted free people will probably choose to come back in their next incarnation as free themselves. It was not until I watched a pornographic film that I came to realize that some people who are not free behave worse sexually than those who are free! What does it matter that people who love each other are of the same sex? It is love after all and, to be honest, I have seen more love in free couples than I have in many heterosexual couples, whether they are married or not. When I think back to the way I was, I am ashamed that I acted as I did over that friend (whose name was Elizabeth). She proclaimed her love for me, and I just ran away in fear and embarrassment. I wonder how long it had taken her to speak those words and how I hurt her by doing what I did.

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The School

Often you will not see the teachers in your life because you are not trained to do so. My channel had many teachers who had an Aquarian sun sign and, for many years, she could not see that they were with her to teach her emotional detachment. Her mother, first boyfriend, and first husband were Aquarians, and her second husband’s rising sign was Aquarius. It was only with the second husband that she came to the awareness he was a teacher for her. She could not see it for over 50 earth years. Whom do you keep attracting into your life? What Sun sign do you seem to attract? Look at what that Sun sign represents and you will see one of your lessons.

There are also more educated teachers. These people are astrologers who are intuitive. They have learned special knowledge to enable you to learn about yourself and your life plan, and they can make the school learning much quicker. Many people are born and die without even knowing about the schools and the teachers. You never stop learning. From birth to death, life is a school. Some people have to repeat certain subjects over and over again, often having to do this over many lifetimes before they are free of the lessons they bring. It is not easy but, as one learns, one grows in knowledge and once a lesson is learned, it is very rarely repeated.

Ask yourself, “What are my lessons on this earth plane? What am I here to learn?” Once you have those answers, then and only then can you return home to your true home with us. It is known by many as heaven, Spirit, the “other world,” but whatever you call it, you come home never to return to the earth plane again. It is worth the study never to have to return.

Maitreya

Working for Spirit – Continued

Many people entering the metaphysical realm or path seem to think that everything is going to be roses and only good things will happen to them. It could not be further from the truth. As things begin to unfold – such as health issues and the repayment of karma – many people walk away, not able to believe that Spirit would allow this to happen, unaware that this has to happen because one cannot be blemished from the past going into the future. Another belief is the fact that we see ourselves as good people in this incarnation. Why are we going through this? Why are we suffering? Why is Spirit allowing this to happen? What have I done to deserve this?

Of course, it is all past-life related or from prior experiences in this life, but our Self cannot see this. It is hurting big time and it does not like what is happening. At the same time, it knows that every time we let go of something from the past, it no longer has any power because the Self lives in the past all of the time, hanging on to the pain and suffering. It enjoys playing the victim and the martyr. It gets so much attention from doing so. Early on in life it realizes how much sympathy one can get from being sick and playing the victim/martyr.

All of those years as I was releasing all the issues from my past, my Self fought my letting go by bringing in fear, doubt, insecurity – all of which were not only a part of my life lessons in this lifetime to free myself from, but they also held me back metaphysically. I cannot tell you how many times it told me to get out of metaphysics and go back to the life I knew before (which to the Self was the comfort zone).

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Working for Spirit

When I first began my spiritual/metaphysical path, I was of the impression that, once I began working with Spirit, I would get rewards, and life would become easier. The truth is, it became harder. The reason for this? There are many reasons. I did not come to the awareness until many years later, but basically, before one can get the rewards, one has to work through any karma which is outstanding and repay any karma which is due. One cannot move on and work with Spirit while debt is due. It is as simple as that. In the beginning, I found that many people did not like me. I am not surprised as in a past life I had hurt and caused a lot of problems for a lot of people. In this life I had tried so hard to be the ideal person but, of course, I had all of my past-life issues which needed to be ironed out.

Terrible things happened to me, from people being quite nasty (I was nasty in past lives) to people ripping me off money-wise, or starting to work with me then leaving me to “carry the can” so to speak. I did not realize the onslaught of past-life energy I needed to repay or experience. Just because I was working with Maitreya did not mean I was devoid of these experiences.

It was actually after I merged with his energy that things got a lot worse, and they did not finish until I did the UN talk to a metaphysical group in 1999. It was seven hard years of learning, repaying past debts, and hard lessons about fear and trust. Looking back, I really never knew it was happening, but it was and, by the time I realized it was like this and that I was working on past-life issues, it was too late. Years had gone by and I could not go back!

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