Once one has paid back the karma and dealt with the debts, then the path becomes a lot clearer and easier! As I stated earlier in this blog, Spirit will work with us while we are working through this, but they cannot help us to do it. Usually they are there to help with intuition and in giving us what we need to help our clients, but they have to let us work out our own stuff for ourselves. Only when they see us having problems will they come in through a third party and help us.
In my case it was my friend, Jenny, who would give me the answers, but only after I was exhausted in trying to find the answers myself. I think also they leave us alone to try and find the answers because it tests us in whether the answers come from our Self or our Higher Self. I say to my students that, if you open the door to metaphysics, then be prepared to open up a can of worms! It really is a long hard road, but the reward at the end is worth it. And what is that reward? Never to have to come back to the earth plane again! If we can do that, it is worth everything we go through on that path.
During my 14 years of working at fighting my fears and paying back karma, I was always taken care of financially by Spirit. I never wanted for anything I needed financially and, although it was often given at the last minute, what I needed would always be there. After the UN talk, finances flowed a lot easier (and also came in huge sums), which enabled me to do Maitreya’s work without worry or concern of how I was going to do it. As I raised my vibration, it became easier financially.