Perhaps I was programmed to do what I did, and it was all meant to be. I wouldn’t doubt it as I was told at 5 years of age by a “knowing” that one day I would work with God. My husband, Alan, felt the same. He, too, has never wavered about what Maitreya needs done. His Self has tried to stop him at times, but his Higher Self has always won the battle. For all of you who are thinking of working for Spirit and working with a Master, there are no magic wands or “abracadabra’s,” nor is there going to be lottery winnings anytime soon. You have to show Spirit that you trust and have no fear. It is agony doing this because often they will wait to give you what you need until the very last minute – but it will come. It is hard work and it isn’t couched in glamour or rewards. The rewards come later, but they do come if you learn the lessons you have come to learn.
You also need to be aware that Spirit does not tolerate those who tell lies, are not true to themselves, and who cannot accept that they have faults. We all have faults on the earth plane because we have the Self part of us. They do not accept excuses either. When the Masters call, we are supposed to jump. Often this is because, astrologically, it is the right timing – even at 3:00 in the morning! However, working for them can give one the most incredible happiness and contentment.
Knowing that I have helped someone move on has more meaning for me than all the money in the world. It always will. Maitreya says that, if you can help one person in this world, your life is worth living. When I think back to the people I have been able to help (with Spirit’s help), I am extremely proud of what I have done. I can face God when I die and say, “Yes, my life was worth living.” It is not about money, fame, success, or any other reason. It is about service and serving humanity. Eventually everything will come to you because of that purpose, but when it does, one does not need it. One is satisfied fully inside.