Fairy Tales – Continued

Toward the end of this marriage I had decided there is no Knight in Shining Armor or Prince Charming. I was going to stay single! Little did I know that the Universe was going to send me another candidate. My present and last husband (and I say this with conviction) then came into my life. I needed someone to help me with my work with Maitreya. The Universe sent him to help. We have a lot in common and our temperaments are very similar. However, there were no rose colored glasses or ideas of romance for me this time. I liked him a lot, and we got on so very well together. He made me laugh – something I needed to learn – and he seemed to genuinely care about me. I also genuinely liked him. But love? What is love? Neither of us could define it.

It did not matter; we were having fun together. We had our bad days and our good days. On the bad days I was not going to stay with him; on the good days I felt that God had saved the best for last. It was a place of comfort for me, and he soon showed me that he felt the same as I did about the work we were doing.

Astrologically we are very compatible, but I am under no illusion this time and, as such, I am detached from the emotion. One day I stopped wearing my eyeglasses – whether by accident or deliberately I cannot remember – but as the days passed I no longer needed them. I could see very clearly where I could not see before. I never wore them again and still do not wear glasses. Almost six years have gone by, and I have seen more clearly every year. I believe it is because I am no longer in illusion. I don’t miss them either. It seems strange to even imagine that I wore glasses for so many years. My early books show me on the cover wearing glasses, but no more. I have seen through the illusion.

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Fairy Tales – Continued

When husband number two came in, it was a business relationship. I had become metaphysical by this stage, and there was a strong past life component in this relationship. He told me that, when he had got me to where I needed to go, he would leave me, but once again, I fell in love. I thought he was everything I needed in a man. The fact that he never loved me did not bother me; my Prince Charming had come in again. Someone told us we were twin souls and that made it all the more romantic – that is until Maitreya, my Spirit teacher, told me there is no such thing as a twin soul, just souls who came into your life to assist you to grow. The fairy-tale bubble my mother had created was very quickly disintegrating. I did not want to see this, of course. I refused to see that it was all a sham and there is no Prince Charming or Knight in Shining Armor.

I had worn glasses since I was 16 years old, my eyesight had got worse over the years, but I never connected it with not wanting to see the truth in that my marriage was not what I thought it would be. My second husband was very metaphysical. Were we not meant to be together? Was this not a destined relationship? These were all answers I gave myself when the questions about us came up.

The last four years of my marriage this time around were spent with my teacher bringing a situation into my life to force me to see that it was not only not meant to be but also that it was over. Not only that, but the karma which was what we had come back to address was over also. The last four years of my marriage were spent in my hoping he would change (we women are very stubborn at times). Despite being shown by those in another dimension that it was over, I would not lie down! One year before it ended I finally had the “aha” moment and realized it was over.

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