While doing a reading for those who came to see me, I noticed in their energy that probably 85% of them had an “Aha” moment, a recall, or what I told them made sense to them. It tied in with things they were doing or had done in the past. I was very grateful for that because I knew I was telling the truth. The one thing I realized more than anything from my own growth was that the woman I had been had no confidence in herself whatsoever. She was a sham, to be honest, deeply insecure and frightened of being called a fraud. Her fear had drawn it into her energy. I was so glad I was getting rid of my fear. It manifests if one does not deal with it.
I remember when living in New Zealand reading about an 80-year old woman who had been raped by a young man. She had created a fortress for herself according to her family, because all of her life she was in terrible dread and fear that she would be raped. Her husband had died early and she was all alone. She had built a very high fence around her property, had 5 bolts on each door, window locks, and did all she could to be protected in her home. One day, she had to put out her trash and, as a very nimble 80 year old, went out to do that. She opened her gate, put out her trash and came back in again. However, she forgot to lock her gate – perhaps something distracted her. She was busy in her vegetable garden when a young man looking for money saw the open gate, entered, saw her in the garden and saw the back door still open. Very soon she had been raped, robbed and left for dead. Thankfully, only a few hours later she was found by her daughter who had come to visit her mother.