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Our Life Purpose – Continued

While doing a reading for those who came to see me, I noticed in their energy that probably 85% of them had an “Aha” moment, a recall, or what I told them made sense to them. It tied in with things they were doing or had done in the past. I was very grateful for that because I knew I was telling the truth. The one thing I realized more than anything from my own growth was that the woman I had been had no confidence in herself whatsoever. She was a sham, to be honest, deeply insecure and frightened of being called a fraud. Her fear had drawn it into her energy. I was so glad I was getting rid of my fear. It manifests if one does not deal with it.

I remember when living in New Zealand reading about an 80-year old woman who had been raped by a young man. She had created a fortress for herself according to her family, because all of her life she was in terrible dread and fear that she would be raped. Her husband had died early and she was all alone. She had built a very high fence around her property, had 5 bolts on each door, window locks, and did all she could to be protected in her home. One day, she had to put out her trash and, as a very nimble 80 year old, went out to do that. She opened her gate, put out her trash and came back in again. However, she forgot to lock her gate – perhaps something distracted her. She was busy in her vegetable garden when a young man looking for money saw the open gate, entered, saw her in the garden and saw the back door still open. Very soon she had been raped, robbed and left for dead. Thankfully, only a few hours later she was found by her daughter who had come to visit her mother.

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Speak Your Truth

Why you should speak your truth to people even if they do not like to hear what you have to say.

 

Ramblings – Continued

A friend whom I told this to asked me if I was frightened and I had to say, “No.” At least I will not die a slow death and end up in a nursing home with no memory. It will be very quick if I choose to go and, if I choose to stay, I will go in my sleep like my mother did. We have such a fear of death, and I used to have that fear. Now death is more of a curiosity. I know how I will die if I choose to go. How many people get that opportunity? It also makes me appreciate my life even more. I even know how old I will be and still I have no fear. My sadness is about leaving Alan behind – if he is still alive at that time. I saved the best for last in my life. It was not easy in the beginning, but I have the most amazing husband. He is the light of my life, and I have become so close to him. With both of us being Libras and having birthdays two days apart, it is like being married to myself. I have so much love for him; it wells up inside of me. I know also he feels the same, so leaving him behind will be hard. However, I also know that the wall between this dimension and the world of Spirit is so thin that I can come back anytime I want to connect with him.

Those in Haiti had no warning at all, and I know they are processing many of these souls on the other side now. How do I know? Because many of those I work with are absent in my life at the moment and they are always absent after an event like what happened in Haiti. So I have made my comment on Haiti and feel good that I managed to explain a little better about Haiti and what happened.

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Thought Energy – Continued

Often you have a thought about someone. You feel you want to communicate something, but cannot do this. You then set up an energy (thought) block in the throat chakra. Perhaps you are frightened to open the door to the spiritual part of you. You think about this but do not do it. You then create an energy (thought) block in the third eye or crown chakra.

To give an example of just two areas of blockage: Because it cannot be seen it stays there over earth time – often for many incarnations – becoming more and more angry because it cannot move. You have stopped it by not acting and allowing the created energy to flow. It then turns inwards trying to get back to its creator. But it cannot do this because it is not possible. It is of the spiritual, not the physical, and it needs a spiritual channel to remove it. It has been created; you cannot un-create it except by spiritual healing or divine intervention of some sort such as prayer. All thought is energy, and all energy has to move forward. Just like the human sperm of the male has only one purpose – and that is to fertilize the female – so energy as thought has only one purpose and that is to create what has been thought. Negative thoughts will create negative realities; positive thoughts will create positive realities.

That is how blockages are created. Only the Divine Energy of the spiritual realms can clear these blocks. Through your own bringing in of that energy (if you are not too heavily blocked with negative energy or through someone else such as a healer) the power of the spiritual energy can (if there is the right channel for that energy) shift the energy block and dissipate it until it does, in fact, return to where it came from, i.e.., Universal Energy. Removing this stagnant, negative energy then allows the spiritual body to vibrate at a higher rate (frequency) of vibration.

Maitreya

New Technology – Continued

Why are so many people frightened of technology, including myself? I truly believe it is many things. I told someone the other day it was about a past life where their fear came from, and they asked me how that could be. Technology was not invented in past lives! I was able to tell them that it was, because our past lives can be in the future too! I am sure I have your attention now with that statement.

Our belief system is that we live our life, die and then come back in the future. It is a wrong belief. Our past lives are like roles in a play. I call it a hologram and describe it thus: Imagine a large hall with doors all around it. Each door is a different experience of an incarnation. You choose which one you wish to experience. There is no past or future, just the door you choose to go through.

For instance if I wanted to have another incarnation in the Elizabethan times, I could do so even though in our thinking the Elizabethan times have passed in our history. It is just an experience. I can also go into what we would term the future because there is no future, only the now. For some, it is difficult to understand, and then there comes fear because we are talking “out of the box” as we say. This is something we have difficulty getting our head around. But I can choose my next incarnation in any time era, including the future. It is my choice. It becomes even more interesting when I do choose an incarnation. I can, if I wish, choose to live a life which has already been lived by someone famous. It is my choice and, even though someone has lived it, they lived it their way. I may live that life differently!

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