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Our Life Purpose – Continued

All of her life this woman had fear of what happened to her and worried about it to the point where it manifested in her life. I knew from the past life of the woman I had been that I, too, had drawn into my life court judgments and trials because I had a fear of people saying I was a fraud. In this life I had the same fear.

In my readings I see so many people who should be, for instance, writing, going into politics, or into the public arena in their careers but who fight it, run away from it, or just will not do it. Their life purpose is not attained, their destiny not even attempted. They do not realize that if they do not do it, they will be back in another incarnation to do it once again. Their life may not be the same, but the lessons will be. It may not be the same people, but the same scenarios will be set up to test them and help them to face their fears and insecurities.

Many do not even realize they have talents, I was one of those. Before I became a reader I was constantly being told by readers that I am artistic. I could not see that or believe it. I could not draw or paint; yet later in life I found that I am artistic. Not only that, I am also a creative person. There is nobody born without one or many talents. Even the hobo begging on the corner of the street has a talent. Usually it can only be seen in an astrological chart, but many people do not believe in them. However, I truly believe that, in the future, more people will become aware of the alternative methods of finding out what we came here to do.

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Our Life Purpose – Continued

While doing a reading for those who came to see me, I noticed in their energy that probably 85% of them had an “Aha” moment, a recall, or what I told them made sense to them. It tied in with things they were doing or had done in the past. I was very grateful for that because I knew I was telling the truth. The one thing I realized more than anything from my own growth was that the woman I had been had no confidence in herself whatsoever. She was a sham, to be honest, deeply insecure and frightened of being called a fraud. Her fear had drawn it into her energy. I was so glad I was getting rid of my fear. It manifests if one does not deal with it.

I remember when living in New Zealand reading about an 80-year old woman who had been raped by a young man. She had created a fortress for herself according to her family, because all of her life she was in terrible dread and fear that she would be raped. Her husband had died early and she was all alone. She had built a very high fence around her property, had 5 bolts on each door, window locks, and did all she could to be protected in her home. One day, she had to put out her trash and, as a very nimble 80 year old, went out to do that. She opened her gate, put out her trash and came back in again. However, she forgot to lock her gate – perhaps something distracted her. She was busy in her vegetable garden when a young man looking for money saw the open gate, entered, saw her in the garden and saw the back door still open. Very soon she had been raped, robbed and left for dead. Thankfully, only a few hours later she was found by her daughter who had come to visit her mother.

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Our Life Purpose

It never ceases to amaze me how many people come to see me who are in the wrong profession, and yet who do not know their true destiny. What is even worse is the fact that, when I do tell them their true destiny, many people are frightened of it. Yet this is what happens in many cases when clients come for a reading. We choose our destiny before we are born. For many of us it is a repeat of a past life where we did not complete that life or (like I did) “stuffed it up” big time. I have always balked at telling people who I really was in a past life because, in the early days when I did write about it, I received quite a bit of hate mail informing me that the person whom I had written about as “not a nice person” really was, These people revered her, had put her on a pedestal, and how dare I talk that way about her!

During my life as that woman, I had so much fear and lack of ego. I should have done what I am doing in this life and basically died of a broken heart after being taken to court as a fraud by many people. People she worked with and assisted in good faith turned against her, and in a way her life – despite her becoming known in metaphysical circles – was a very lonely life. I am sure some of you reading this blog will recognize who this woman was, but I will not tell you. It has been and gone, and I have moved out of that energy. But the journey in doing so was quite an ordeal and very hard to do. I had no idea I had been this person until I moved in with my ex-husband before we married. He had quite a lot of metaphysical books, and one of the books was about this person. I felt compelled to read it and, as I did, I “knew” I had been her in a past life. My life now was mirroring exactly the way it had been in that life and it was quite scary to see.

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Are Psychics a Rip-Off?

 

Questions and Answers – Final Chapter

We really cannot run away from our lessons. They keep coming in front of us time after time, incarnation after incarnation. I remember as a child – despite not knowing about reincarnation at that time – saying to people, “I am not coming back after this lifetime.” Of course, I had no idea of my future then and certainly no idea of what I would have to go through and how hard it would be. Someone told me the other day that I am a very strong woman and I replied, “Not strong. Stubborn and determined that people are not going to comment on my reluctance to go forward.” At the end of my life I do not want to feel I have to come back because I have not fulfilled my destiny. It is that issue that just kept me putting one foot in front of another. As each layer came up and was cleared away from each subject I needed to learn from, it got easier to deal with. I have cried a million or more tears over the years and cursed Spirit so much (yes!) when they have placed me in difficult situations to clear things (like the 6:00 PM news in New Zealand), but I am so glad they did now.

I was recently talking to someone about the TV show and what people would say about me with regard to the work I am doing, and she said, “They will say this is a fraud.” Interestingly enough as part of my learning, for the last few years Spirit has enabled me and guided me to buy the magazines with all the gossip in them. It took me a long time to realize I was buying the magazines to see how people are ridiculed, written about in quite negative ways, and have stories made up about them. I said to Alan, “I wonder how long it will be before they are writing that you and I are splitting up?” We both laughed. Of course, that will be another learning experience when that happens. LOL!