I once read a book entitled Dark Robes, Dark Brothers, a book channeled from a spiritual master known as Hilarion. In this book, Hilarion teaches how the Masters in the light actually use the dark side (or those who are not of the light) to test and prepare souls like me for Mastery, or enlightenment. It is a book not readily known, but a very interesting book for those seeking enlightenment and a higher vibration. Just as in the previous chapter where I wrote about the Self penetrating the soul memory, well, it is the fear the dark side consciousness creates that causes this to happen. I cannot tell you what a blessing that book was to me. It is only a small, thin book but, as in all of the books the Masters have written through their channels, it is plain and simple. But it helped me enormously on my travels to becoming enlightened.
Maitreya once told me that life is a game. He told Alan the same thing, and it is a game – a game between the dark and light – and the majority of the time the dark side wins. Why? Because we allow fear into our energy. I have an expression for the fear. I call it the creeping crud! Unless we can learn not to react to it, learn to face it and not to run away from it, it will rule our lives and stop us from having happiness, abundance and faith. I know I gave so many years to my own fear, and many incarnations before that also. The interesting thing is that fear can be transferred from family to family, person to person, and I will give examples of that in the next chapter.
As I am writing this blog, I have no idea what I am writing. My fingers are moving over the keys, but I have no prior awareness of what I am writing. Someone is writing this for me, and I thank them for their help, because it is not me!