You have so much concern over the things you do which you consider “wrong” there is nothing “wrong” only learning. Imagine you are in your vehicle and you take the “wrong” road, you realize this a short way down the road and turn back and take the right road. It is the same with your life journey, you can often take what you consider to be the wrong road, and it may test you in patience, anger, or other emotions, but if you can let go of that emotion and just turn around without any emotion and move onto the right road, you will have less struggle and turmoil. Your emotions are your enemy, they hold you back, and create blocks on your life path. Do not be angry because you make a mistake or do the opposite of what you want to do. Just turn around and take the path you do want; say to yourself “I have just taken a direction I do not want, so I will find the one I do want” then do that without emotion, you will be amazed at how calm you will feel, and how quickly you find the path you do need.