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One thing I do know is that it does get to a point where one can go for months – sometimes longer than that – without being bothered with the deep subconscious issues, because most of them have been dealt with. This happened to me in my 61st year. I went nearly a whole year without anything coming to the surface. At that time the Self pulled out one of the pockets it had hidden away. I was preparing for change once again, and I should have known the Self had a surprise for me. However, this time I was so used to this happening that I did not give it any energy and, when it did happen, it did not affect me as much as in the past. In fact it almost passed without notice.

Of course, as one is letting go of the dark, old energy which has not been dealt with prior to it coming out, one lets in more light. That light enables one to become super intuitive, with more healing energy. One also feels more energetic and alive. Of course, when you are facing the issues one needs to, one can cry, get depressed, and become very negative. If one can face this though and not give it any energy or succumb to the Self, it makes it a lot easier to deal with. For most of us, the issue began many incarnations ago, and we have been struggling for incarnations to free ourselves from this energy, not being able to move forward until it is cleared. It is why we need the help of a Master to remove it. I have said many times, I must have been a sewer pit with the amount of stuff I had to clear away, but I am almost there now, much better than I was after 25 years of working on myself, going forward 3 steps and backward 2 steps. It has been a long journey and at times very tiring.

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I have had some students who, when the Self has come in and sabotaged them, have made the choice not to go on with their study. The power of the Self and fear is so strong. The Self is an expert in bringing up the fear and often has hidden away pockets of fear for the future so that, even when one has dealt with one’s issues, there will be something it can bring out if it needs it. It is not easy as we pull back the layers of past-life and present-life issues to cope with.

My worst year for me was in 1998. It was a horrible year. I faced some pretty horrific fears which I had created in a past life. Maitreya told me it was not easy watching me go through that experience. I set it up for myself right down to having a daily paper delivered where every single day I had to see my actions – which brought out even more fear.

This was to do with something I have written about in my book, Born To Be A Channel, where I had to face my fear on the 6:00 PM news as the lead story. By this time I had already faced so much fear since connecting with Maitreya, and this would not be the last experience either. It just kept going after this experience and, like my graduate student, I remember asking at the time, “When will this end?” It was to be another 11 years before it got to a level where I could actually say it was mostly over. But now, of course, with the TV show I am facing new challenges. Hopefully there will be no fear anymore, but I cannot say “No” definitely to that as I have only just walked through the door to the new experience.

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The most significant thing I remember from the past 25 years is the way that the Self would trip me up, literally every time it came time for change. I was in New Zealand when Alan came into my life as my future partner. I had left my marriage but was still good friends with my ex-husband. I had a home in New Zealand with him, so we had to close down our association together with the house. We were out doing our business and, in one day, I fell over and really hurt my knees and legs about 3 times in one day. I had also done this three months before in Los Angeles when I was leaving my ex-husband, and I had about 4 major falls on that visit.

As a child I was always falling down and hurting myself each time change took place. I remember once (before having my tonsils out) falling over and really hurting myself so that the appointment at the hospital had to be changed! Recently, I have been having pain in my knee, the same knee I used to fall over on and, of course, what am I doing? I am moving into a new direction with my career. Also, Saturn is now in Libra. I am a double Libran and Saturn rules the bones and the teeth. It is interesting also that when Alan is facing change; he is bothered by his teeth.

However, after years of watching and observing the Self and the tricks it comes up with in trying to hold me and Alan back, I don’t give it any energy at all. When I do that, it soon gets fed up and goes away. If you can identify yourself here I would love to find out which body part your Self sabotages when you make change. Ironically, I now need a cane to help me move around, but I am hoping that, once Saturn moves out of Libra, things will get a lot better.

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The Problem of Becoming Spiritual – Continued

By Djwhal Khul – The Tibetan Master
Guest of the Master Maitreya

The left brain, focused in the mind, is the part that allows humankind to identify with the physical plane and to realize that they are separate entities with wishes, thoughts, and desires. If these desires, wishes, and thoughts are of a positive nature and do not interfere with another person’s free will, then all is fine, but this is most often not the case.

The left side is connected to the “I AM” part of people. The “I AM” is the part that says you want to do this, you want to do that, and you do not want to get involved in anything you don’t like or do not want to do. It is the selfish part of you! Most of the decisions of the left brain revolve around pain and pleasure, usually on a short term basis.

The right side, connected as it is to the Higher Self, looks at a more long-term vision and comes in from the Helpers, Guides, Teachers, and Masters from the plane of Spirit. Meditation is a method of allowing you to shift your current left brain focus in day-to-day activities to the right brain, the creative and spiritual, where the Higher Self dominates and has a direct connection to the Divine. Think and ponder on these things and you will know that it is true.

Djwhal Khul

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The interesting thing was that I never realized there was so much inside of me. Looking back I was so naïve, but that is how we think. I often wonder if I had known what I was to go through whether I would have gone forward. It is a question I just cannot answer. I was only shown what I needed to deal with, one issue at a time. As one issue was dealt with, another came up. The graduate student who asked the question has worked so very hard on herself since she came to me to study. I have been there to support her and help her since she graduated, and she recently became aware she now has to be her own Master and begin doing her work on her own without any support. I agreed with her. We talked at that time about an issue she thought she had dealt with but which came up to the surface again, and left it at that, but Maitreya’s energy (through me) created one more healing crisis as tears came to the surface again.

I did not realize this until a few days ago when we spoke about this and she asked me the question about whether it ever ends. I could sympathize with her. I wondered that so many times myself as I went through raising my vibration. I think that, if I had a dollar for every time I said I was not going on and did not want to do this work anymore, I would be a very wealthy woman now. It is not easy facing issues, especially if it means we have to change. The Self part of us wants to hang on to the old energy, whether it be fear, doubt, or something else. It can be very cruel in trying to stop us from moving forward.

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