Monthly Archives: December 2009

Changing The Thinking – Continued

Reading those books completely changed my mind, because they enabled me to see how I could change the thinking. I began immediately to say affirmations about the areas of my life I had problems with, including the self-esteem and confidence factor. I noticed a marked difference in my behavior a short time after, and so did everyone else. But more than once it did not work, and I would go right back into “father mode” again. As time passed I did get a lot better, but the self-confidence & self-esteem issue was so difficult to remove from my being. It even created problems for me in watching myself on video (I just could not do it), and it also affected my relationships with others. Although on the surface I had a great deal of confidence or seemed to have, I really did not, I was so fearful of anyone finding out that I was stupid or incapable of being a good person.

When Alan came into my life the fact that he is younger than I and what I consider very handsome took me right back into old mode again. Why would he want me? What did he see in me? I could not come to terms with the fact he actually liked me and even more, loved me. Alan realized that and began every day saying something positive about me. He would tell me I was a beautiful woman, that I was very special to him, or words such as that. I, of course, said it was a load of rubbish and refused to believe he could feel the way he did. It has taken four years of affirmations and compliments for me to finally accept that I am not stupid, an idiot, a blockhead or any of the words my father used. I could never see myself as beautiful, but I can now.

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Changing The Thinking – Continued

Everything went quiet in my marriage after that, and did not resurface until many years later when I went into metaphysics. I was not as naive or frightened as I was after the radio station, and that time I walked away. My second husband once again was wonderful to begin with, but after a few years of marriage he began to make me feel inadequate with my computer. I literally have no left-brain function (being a right-brained individual and incredibly intuitive). If I had a left brain I know I would not be as intuitive as I am. As a child anything to do with electronics was taboo in our house for me. I was not allowed to use the stereo we had. My dad always knew if I had used it when he left the house for a while. I used to wonder how he knew and much later found out he would feel the stereo and if it was warm from being used; he knew it had been switched on.

My ex-husband’s comments about the computer, and the fear I allowed it to instill in me brought home once again the insecurity of childhood and the feeling of being “no good,” “stupid,” and other such words. I went right back into old mode. By now I was in my early fifties and still had the ingrained programming inside of me. I would step out of it for a while, and then some comment would put me right back down again. I honestly did not know what to do about the programming and then I read a book by Florence Scovel Shinn who wrote her books in the late 1890′s/1900′s. She created affirmations and they were in a book entitled The Game of Life and How to Play It. She also had two other very similar books, The Word is Your Wand and The Secret to Success.

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Why Do You Create Fear? – Continued

 

If only humanity would understand and accept that each family member – husband, wife, child – is just another soul. If only they would see that person as a soul to learn lessons with. If only they would not cling to each other and have fear, it would make the transition of those souls leaving – and those souls losing a loved one – a lot better. For that is all you are to each other, souls helping each other to learn lessons. One day you will be reunited in the Spirit world, but not as you are on the earth plane, just as souls.

Their must be grief. It is natural in the human body to grieve, but grieve with love and happiness that the soul has returned to the Spirit world. Do not cling and have fear of never seeing them again. For what you fear, you will create. If that soul wishes to come back into your energy to let you know they have only passed over and are still in consciousness, your fear will stop them.

All of the great prophets have spoken of fear. Let go of yours, whatever it may be. Let go of any fear associated with the future of the earth plane. I will say again, it will not be as bad as you think it will be.

Maitreya

Why Do You Create Fear?

 

You have so much fear in your lives. It is almost as if you cannot get through a day of earth time unless you have some kind of fear in your life. The solar eclipse a few years ago is a good example of that. So many people were in fear of that eclipse, and of the grand cross that was to follow it. My channel was constantly asked, “What will happen?” Through her I said “It will not be as bad as you fear.”

There have always been disasters and there always will be disasters; it is Nature working her renewal. Unlike humanity who fears change, Nature welcomes it and constantly renews itself. The terrible fate expected by many did not occur. “Yes,” you can say, “but there was an earthquake.” There have always been earthquakes! The souls who left in that earthquake chose not to stay on the earth plane, as will many more souls in the future of earth time through other natural happenings. What is wrong with dying and leaving the earth plane? We rejoice when you come home. The souls who left have chosen to leave now. It is their choice. They are joyful to be reunited with their families in the spirit realms.

Maitreya

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Why Do We Create Fear?

Message from Maitreya:

You have so much fear in your lives. It is almost as if you cannot get through a day of Earth time unless you have some kind of fear in your life. The solar eclipse a few years ago is a good example of that. So many people were in fear of that eclipse, and of the grand cross that was to follow it. My channel was constantly asked, “What will happen?” Through her I said “It will not be as bad as you fear.”

There have always been disasters and there always will be disasters; it is Nature working her renewal. Unlike humanity who fears change, Nature welcomes it and constantly renews itself. The terrible fate expected by many did not occur. “Yes,” you can say, “but there was an earthquake.” There have always been earthquakes! The souls who left in that earthquake chose not to stay on the earth plane, as will many more souls in the future of earth time through other natural happenings. What is wrong with dying and leaving the earth plane? We rejoice when you come home. The souls who left have chosen to leave now. It is their choice. They are joyful to be reunited with their families in the spirit realms.

If only humanity would understand and accept that each family member – husband, wife, child – is just another soul. If only they would see that person as a soul to learn lessons with. If only they would not cling to each other and have fear, it would make the transition of those souls leaving – and those souls losing a loved one – a lot better. For that is all you are to each other, souls helping each other to learn lessons. One day you will be reunited in the Spirit world, but not as you are on the earth plane, just as souls.

There must be grief. It is natural in the human body to grieve, but grieve with love and happiness that the soul has returned to the Spirit world. Do not cling and have fear of never seeing them again. For what you fear, you will create. If that soul wishes to come back into your energy to let you know they have only passed over and are still in consciousness, your fear will stop them.

All of the great prophets have spoken of fear. Let go of yours, whatever it may be. Let go of any fear associated with the future of the earth plane. I will say again, it will not be as bad as you think it will be.

Maitreya.

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