Monthly Archives: October 2009

Severe Testing

It never ceases to amaze me how many times we are tested to see if we have learned not to give energy to anything. I was recently severely tested when I had a new kitchen installed. Although I have nothing in my astrology to indicate kitchen problems, I always seem to have them. I wish I could blame it on Alan, but I cannot because my kitchen problems began long before he came into my life.

The first home I ever owned had a very small kitchen; the next house had a huge one. Then I lost that house in the recession and for a while had to have rented houses with kitchens. My next owned house had no kitchen; we bought it that way hoping we could install it. The people we bought it from were fisherman and had made a big kitchen outside their home in a separate building for their fish, and of course, used that as their personal kitchen. In the kitchen there was just a sink and a small counter. We bought what we termed a hutch, a small cupboard with a space to prepare food. It had cupboards and a glass top where we could put crockery. I had a convection microwave, an electric hot plate, and a slow cooker which was also a deep fryer.

From the day we moved in, the dream of the proper kitchen being installed was put on hold. We had very little money. With two school children and only one wage coming in, there was barely enough to live on, so the kitchen dream stayed that – a dream – for five years. I managed to function, kitchen wise, with the small appliances and microwave for five full years. Then, when we decided to move, my ex-husband and I finally had the kitchen installed. We had to borrow money to do it, but finally I had my dream kitchen, except I only got to enjoy it for a few weeks before the house was sold.

Continued…..

Possessions

Message from Maitreya:

“Why do you hold on to what you have? All that you have is given by the Creator and is on loan for this incarnation. You can never own it – only use it for this lifetime. Once you pass into the spiritual realms and leave your mortal form behind, so will you leave all that you own.

You can say, “But I have worked for what I own,” and I will say to you, “Yes, this is true, but you have just exchanged energy for energy; nothing is ever yours forever.” Take only what you need in this incarnation. Do not allow your life to be tied down with belongings and possessions. The less that you have, the more energy that can flow around you. The more you tie yourself down with possessions, the more you tie yourself to the earth plane and stop the flow of energy around you.

Look around you at your possessions. What do you have that you no longer need? What are you accumulating that another could use but you hang on to – like a dog with a bone – hoping that one day you can use it? The less that you have, the more you can attract to you. If you have possessions all around you that you do not use and hold on to them because one day you may need them (knowing also that day will never come), then the more you hold yourself from abundance. All that you have is energy in material form. As you let go of all that you do not need, the more you open the door for more. When you hold on to your possessions because of fear or lack in the future, then the energy around you becomes stagnant, still, and cannot move. Therefore you hold back the flow of energy.

Let the energy in your life flow. Do not hold on to anything or anyone. Once you do this, then you will experience an abundance that you have never experienced before and you will find that all that you need flows to you without effort.

Maitreya.

Possessions

Why do you hold on to what you have? All that you have is given by the Creator and is on loan for this incarnation. You can never own it – only use it for this lifetime. Once you pass into the spiritual realms and leave your mortal form behind, so will you leave all that you own.

You can say, “But I have worked for what I own,” and I will say to you, “Yes, this is true, but you have just exchanged energy for energy; nothing is ever yours forever.” Take only what you need in this incarnation. Do not allow your life to be tied down with belongings and possessions. The less that you have, the more energy that can flow around you. The more you tie yourself down with possessions, the more you tie yourself to the earth plane and stop the flow of energy around you.

Look around you at your possessions. What do you have that you no longer need? What are you accumulating that another could use but you hang on to – like a dog with a bone – hoping that one day you can use it? The less that you have, the more you can attract to you. If you have possessions all around you that you do not use and hold on to because one day you may need them (knowing also that day will never come), then the more you hold yourself from abundance. All that you have is energy in material form. As you let go of all that you do not need, the more you open the door for more. When you hold on to your possessions because of fear or lack in the future, then the energy around you becomes stagnant, still, and cannot move. Therefore you hold back the flow of energy.

Let the energy in your life flow. Do not hold on to anything or anyone. Once you do this, then you will experience an abundance that you have never experienced before and you will find that all that you need flows to you without effort.

Maitreya

Living In the Past – Final Chapter

The same week we were in London with Alan’s arm problem, he also experienced problems with his right ear. To be honest he was not comfortable at all. The last time we were there in 2005, he needed emergency dental treatment for an infected tooth crown which had abscessed. This, too, was connected to a past life when he was a soldier in armor and had fought in tournaments on a horse with a weapon, and the opponent’s weapon had gone through his face. He could not enjoy that time in London because he was in so much pain.

Once again we were back in England and he was once again assuaged by past life pain, and it was painful. He was in a lot of pain most of the time we were there. As I worked on his ear, I was shown it was connected to his boss when he was the chimney sweep. His boss had a habit of continually hitting him around the head/ear area when he slacked or fell asleep which he did continually as a young boy who had to get up early and did not get enough sleep. Ironically, his ear problem in England only started hurting when we went to bed at night!

Why do you do the things you do, have the habits you have? Why do you have an aversion to certain places in the world? If you have any fears, there has to be a cause for that fear or aversion. Ask yourself “Why?” Do the exercise I gave earlier, and you may be surprised at what you get. Each time you release an old stale layer of past-life energy, you move closer to the higher vibrations. The higher in vibration you go, the more connected you are to the Ultimate or Divine Being or as many know it, God. Someone asked me in the group we met, how one could become more intuitive, and this is one of the answers I would give; removing the old stale energy to bring in more light.

Living In The Past – Continued

The most amazing thing is that we have no idea why we do things. As Alan told a group in London on our recent visit, he spent $10,000US replacing wood burning fireplaces in our new home because he could not stand the smell of soot and burning fires. Of course, I love a wood burning fire – or coal for that matter. The soot, dust, or the work involved in having a fire does not bother me. To me there is something about a proper fire. We have a gas fire now, and it is nice, but it is just not like a real fire, but Alan’s dislike of a real fire in our home was so much, I had to concede defeat.

I cannot stress enough how powerful past-life energy is, how it consumes us, limits our freedom etc. For me, I had such a fear of working in the psychic field that everything was put in front of me to assist me, but I kept running away. I did so because in a past lifetime I had also been very psychic but had manipulated the energy and used it for the wrong reasons. I was terrified I would do so again and so ran away from it. Of course once I finally opened the door and went through I could not believe why I had not done it before. Such is the power of past life energy.

As for Alan, I cannot say how long it will take the pain to come out – it could be days, it could be months, or even over a year. It all depends on how much energy he gives to it and how often he says the affirmation. Some of my past-life energy which I had trapped inside of myself was there for months. I think it all depends on how long it has been there. The longer it has been inside one, the longer it takes to come out.

Continued…..