Please do not get me wrong; I love what I do so passionately. To see a soul change and shift and move out of where they were imprisoned is, for me, one of the most amazing things I can experience. However, like everyone else, I have a Self and will have until I return home to Spirit when it will be left like a carcass back here on earth. That Self, when I am tired and exhausted – and this happens often with the work I do – really has a go at me about what I do. It is at times like that I really go down in a heap. It does not last long though, and soon I am back on top again. Do I get frustrated? Yes I do. However, over the years I have learned not to react to the frustrations as much as I can, not to give energy to the issues at hand. Just let go. As for those who visit me and want to speak to loved ones – especially the famous ones – I know they will continue to visit and to attempt to communicate with those on this side.
I do know I will not have Michael Jackson visiting me, and for that I am thankful. Maitreya told me he is in a state of deep sleep, as he was under the influence of medication when he passed over. When this occurs the spiritual body takes a long time to adjust, and he was having great difficulty in “waking up” to even realize where he is. The reception areas of the Spirit world are so like our world that many people refuse to believe they are dead and passed over when they arrive there. It is just like a hospital for many, and until they can begin to come out of their sleep states – and this takes much spirit time – they cannot communicate with us. So I know I will not see him for quite some time if he comes at all. It is a relief to know that!