The frustrations of having these people visit me and not being able to do anything about it is such a big thing for me. I know my work and I know I do not lie or give false messages. I know what John Kennedy Jr. gave to me and what he did; he told me personally. Yet nobody wanted to know at the time. I felt such a waste of energy in them coming to give me the message and my not being able to pass it on. So many famous and not-so-famous people have come to me over the years of my work but nobody wants to listen to their stories. Steve Irwin not only wanted to see his wife and children, he was overwhelmed at his obituaries and the farewell he was given by the people of Australia. But he wanted everyone to know that he knew he was going to die – not literally that day – but he had a feeling for some time that he would not be there for long on the earth plane.
It is equally frustrating when I give a message to someone and the person the message is meant for does not listen and want to follow the advice given. In 1994 I was living in New Zealand and gave a reading to a woman whose daughter I had as a student. During the reading I became aware of her husband and the fact that he was a workaholic and extremely tired. I could also see that, if he did not slow down, he would be seriously ill in 18 months time. I tried as lovingly as possible to tell the woman this. She confirmed what I had received, her husband was indeed a workaholic, but would not listen to anyone – not her or her daughter. I told her that I really felt she should try and tell him to slow down, as I did not like what I was feeling. I suggested she leave the cassette tape of the reading on the table or coffee table. She said she would try. The reading finished.