I have been privileged in the last few months to have had a number of people come into my life who have mirrored for me what I used to be like. For many years — too many to mention — people came into my life to mirror for me what I needed to look at within myself. It was scary and often I could not see what the mirror was trying to show me. I did change, but I really never saw it. I just plodded along moving forward, trying hard to learn the lessons and tripping over myself every now and again.
Recently though I have been blessed to be aware that people were mirroring for me what I used to be like. For instance I had someone who was so scared of their own shadow and frightened to speak their truth. In their mirror I could see how I used to be and how far I had come because I can now speak my truth and have no fear of my own shadow. It never ceases to amaze me how perfect the Universe is in providing what we need when we need it. Someone commented recently how much I had changed from when they knew me seven years ago. I had a chance to look back and see how I was then, and boy, have I changed! I look at myself now and wonder who I am. For years I was a combination of many people whom I had been in a past life. Within me I carried the traits and fears they had not dealt with; 85% of my life was spent this way. As I learned to face my fear, step out of insecurity, and find myself, I began to change, leaving behind the traits of the “old” energy.
There were some who said that, as I changed and became stronger, more determined, and left behind those traits, I was developing ego, and in their truth that is what they saw. But I knew I could stand in front of God and be totally honest with God, and knew this was not true in MY truth. Those who talked about my developing ego soon, for some reason, began leaving my life, and I allowed them to leave. I learned to detach and not give any energy to any situation. Many on the Earth plane are facing the same change in their lives now that I did, and it is not easy. However if I can do it, they can do it, because I had the worst fear, low self esteem, lack of confidence etc., and I did not let it deter me, although for many years it was there.
It is an exciting time to be living as change around the world begins to take place. I feel excited to be on the Earth plane at this time and even more so to be in the USA. I cannot vote, but the energy of change is just around the corner, and I have never experienced such fervor and support for change in my life. The energy is electric, and it is almost as if the old order is beginning to slip away. Change is on the way, individually and collectively, and I am so glad I made the changes in my life that I did. I feel I am finally Margaret M in her own right without the energy of half a dozen others. Please know you can do it too.