I said on our channeled evening radio show recently that I had no fear, and I am proud to say that, after a lifetime of living in fear, I really mean it. It was a big subject to break for me, because lifetimes of fear were there in my energy when I returned for this incarnation. As I started on my spiritual path, I began to let go of the fear, little by little. Sometimes I faced the fear in one swoop, at other times it would take a few attempts before I managed it.
My biggest fear was my computer, of all things. I had such a fear of something going wrong with it. People around me were always talking about “backing it up daily” and, of course, this made the fear of having computer problems all the worse. Prior to Alan coming into my life, my computer was always having problems, sometimes two or three times a week. It really affected Maitreya’s energy as I would be in the middle of channeling something on the computer and then it would stop because of a problem mid-channel. It was made worse by those around me who constantly reiterated the fear of something happening to my computer.
A short while after Alan and I got together, he bought me a new computer. Boy, the fear came out even more! My ex-husband was always on hand to fix the computer for me when anything went wrong, which as I stated previously was several times a week, often for quite a period of time. However, Alan said I needed to get over this fear and that the new computer was to teach me this. I went without back-up for weeks at a time. I was surprised because, when it was not mentioned, I completely forgot about the issue of back-up. Only when it was mentioned by other people would I go into “old mode” so to speak.
Gradually, I began to realize that my thoughts were influencing the outcome of what happened to my computer. As I had fear, so the fear manifested, and usually very quickly! It was not easy letting go of the old way of doing things, and even more so letting go of the old fear. I remember when I got my new computer it had so little on it compared to my old one, yet I soon realized I did not need half of what was on that old computer. Do I back-up today? Yes I do, but I am not a fanatic about it. I know that I am the creator of my own reality and that what I think and create is what I draw into my energy. I no longer have a fear of losing everything on my computer or of doing anything on my computer, which is new to me. In the beginning the fear was abject at the thought of doing any new maneuvers and having nobody there to show me. But I finally realized I could do a lot by myself, and as I did so, the fear disappeared.
What fear do you have? Try letting go of it and forgetting it for a period of time like I did. Soon, you will realize it is not a problem. It is great having no fear because I can now do anything without limitation. The biggest bonus of all is that the path of manifestation is not blocked anymore. I am able to manifest the most amazing energy and material things. Boy, I wish I had known this before, but if I had, I would not have learned such amazing lessons about fear. I have so much for which to thank Maitreya, for without his help I would not be where I am today, with no fear. It is a wonderful place to be.