When you start to break through the illusion, you are going to come face to face with a lot of guilt and anger associated with the results of your actions. As you begin to see through the illusion, you are inclined to want to share it with those close to you. There is just one big problem. You might as well be speaking to a brick wall, because those around you will usually have no idea or reference point to your thinking or frame of mind. If it was that easy, I guess everyone would be enlightened and we would all be living in a world of acceptance of each other’s thoughts and belief systems, and there would be no conflict that can ultimately lead to war by those in power. I often used to say to my ex-wife: “Do you really think that if a man and his wife can’t come to accept such differing points of view within a family unit?” “Do you really think there is any hope for the Palestinians and Israelis to suddenly understand each other?”
So what often transpires for those of us that choose the less traveled path of breaking through the illusion and moving into the uncharted territory of our own destiny? We first try and get our truth and new-found knowledge out to those close to us. We hit this brick wall and all the frustrations associated with it. We can waste a lot of energy trying to move them to where “we” want them to be, when in fact the real lesson is to have the courage and fortitude to allow their learning to happen as they so choose. Everything is perfect in this school of learning, and when a soul is ready to change, it will happen. You can’t put a square peg into a round hole until the peg evolves of its own free will to become a round peg.
From my experience, I will tell you in hindsight that it would have been easier to just walk out the door and allow everyone’s learning to begin. Things get said out of frustration that often lead to anger, which in turn just creates more anger and fear. Your lower Self will throw the consequences of your actions squarely in your face at every turn in the form of guilt, or it will set you up in the oldest known game on the planet, i.e. the blame game. You will blame everything on those around you for not seeing what is so clear to you.
The illusion is all about breaking through this emotional roller coaster and allowing us all to experience the lessons we have chosen, no matter how hard they may be. Not getting caught up in the personal guilt of your actions, as well as the anger resulting from your frustration of others not seeing what is so clear to you, is going to make or break your ultimate penetration of the illusionary Earth plane. Unfortunately, these are hard choices and have real impacts on your life and those around you.
Unless you can take yourself into your Higher Self and see that you are alone in your own hologram and that everyone is but an actor in your play, this transition is going to be very difficult. The difficult choices that are presented to us by the Universe to move forward are very karmic-related. This is why the decisions and the consequences of our actions are so difficult to face and work through from a conditioned world’s perspective.
Your actions in this life can never be fully comprehended or understood until you take into account your past lives. This is the key to your soul and who you really are. Having a past life regression therapy is not that difficult. There are a lot of past life regression therapists out there. Nevertheless, it’s quite possible that most people don’t realize how far the new age movement has progressed. For example, down the road from where Margaret and I live, I was pleasantly surprised to see the small community college actually offering a course on past life regression. Personally, I utilize Dick Sutphen’s Past Life Therapy CD and do it on myself whenever I need to assess my past lives.