This web site can be a very busy one. Not only do I get a lot of personal email each day, but there are healing requests to deal with, and many other things to do such as the teaching, on-line and email readings, and the new Institute of Metaphysics.
My biggest work load comes from the email I receive from students who have done the Masters course. It is not widely known, but the Masters course is an ongoing course. After the sixth day of teaching, the teaching does not finish there, but it continues sometimes for many years, while students find their way, and I and the Master are at the end of an email for each student whenever they need assistance, teaching, advice, or just need someone to share their battles with. It means that many email come in each day from students asking for advice and guidance or just needing to communicate.
Sometimes, not very often, I will not communicate with students because their negativity gets worse not better, once they have done the course. I make the personal choice not to have that in my life. It does not matter what you say or do for them, their Self takes control. Mostly though, 95% of students do make an improvement in their lives, and their energy changes.
It is also a 7 day a week job, I cannot leave the communications for a few days because if I do, it mounts up and then I get stressed or just don’t want to do it because there is so much to do! Even on holiday, I have to log on to the site from the Internet Cafe’s to answer email. Christmas Day you can guarantee there will be email then as well, as Australia is ahead of many countries around the world.
Yes, I do have my bad hair days, and yes, I do occasionally want to give it all away due to the pressure. In 1996, when we founded this web site on the Masters instructions, I had no idea of how big it would become. We now have viewers from over 90 countries, and an enormous amount of hits each day. Unfortunately, I am the only one who can do the majority of the work, as I am the channel. I remember reading about Martin Luther King having the most terrible depressions and going to visit his Aunt when he wanted to walk away from his work, and his Aunt would always persuade him to stay. My biggest blessing in this work has been the presence of Peter in my life. I know I could not have got this far without him in my life. In the ten years we have been together, he has helped me get through the difficult probationary period, been there during the times I have wanted to give it all away, and supported me in the times when it has become quite stressful.
People show surprise when I tell them I have the feelings every now and again to walk away. The responsibility of channeling the Master is enormous. There are never enough hours in the day to do everything, and I am after all human. The Masters presence in my life also keeps me going. It is like having a wonderful father at one’s side, cajoling, forgiving, encouraging. He is so understanding when I do get tired and stressed and is the first to encourage me to take time out. Having this work load means that sometimes I cannot write long email to people.
Often people think I am ignoring them because I don’t write. However, just know that I would if I could, I just don’t have enough hours in the day. I do however do my best to write to everyone, even if it is in a group email like this one. I love my work, and I love working for the Master, I am also human and live in the real world. If you write and don’t get a reply, it is not because I don’t care, it is just a matter of what takes priority.
To all those of you who have written and offered to help us, unfortunately, we cannot afford to pay anyone. However, if you can help in a voluntary manner, we would love to hear from you. If you can help, please write to Peter. There is an enquiry form on the site that will reach him. He will pass your email on to me. To all those of you who do support the web site, and tell others about it, thank you very much. It is when I get your email telling how the site has helped you, that I know I am doing the right thing. The email always arrives on a day that I want to give it all away! It is amazing how they work in the spiritual realms.